"I'm going away for a while,
But I'll be back,
Don't try to follow me,
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible,
See, I'm trying to find my place,
But it might not be here where I feel safe,
We all learn to make mistakes,

And run from them,
From them,
With no direction,
We'll run from them,
From them,
With no conviction,

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts,
Traveling endlessly,
Don't need no roads,
In fact, they follow me,
And we just go in circles,

And now I'm told that this is life,
That pain is just a simple compromise,
So we can get what we want out of it,
Would someone care to classify?
A broken heart and some twisted minds,
So I can find someone to rely on,

And run to them,
To them,
Full speed ahead,
Oh, you are not,
Useless,
We are just,

Misguided ghosts,
Traveling endlessly,
The ones we trusted the most,
Pushed us far away,
And there's no one road,
We should not be the same,
But I'm just a ghost,
And still they echo me,
They echo me in circles"
- Paramore - Misguided Ghosts

A few songs I wanted to post the lyrics to today; this is the song playing as I type, so this one wins out. Of course, that means this entry will not be the most recent for long. These lyrics are beautiful, aren't they? The song in all ways is lovely, just lovely.

It also seems to describe my feelings at the moment. Especially about the transience of my current life.

"My current life". Sounds like I'm expecting to have more than one. You never know, but I hope not.

I'm just stuck in an ever-widening orbit around a fixed point, and to be honest, I await the day I finally slip the surly bonds of earth and can finally drift free. It may be a long way from having my feet on the ground, but at least it is freedom, and that is all we can hope for.